| Gosh, life's so damn difficult + confusing these days, all dat fucking stress + shit....... *sigh, i kept telling myself pathetic things, "you r not de only one...." "u'r gonna get thru" "u'll get used 2 it......" blah blah... wateve, maybe there IS somethin like fate or destiny ------------ somethin dat u just cant change..... maybe i DO need therapy, who knows, de world changes too fast, or rather, i change too fast de more i learn bout life, de more i resent it, but wat can i do? i'm just a weak, little pathetic girl --- maybe some of those ancient philosophical theories r somewhat true....____ "let de road find u, and guide u to a destination....do not try 2 find ur own road......." |
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| omg, i almost chopped my finger off yesterday... damn dat was de first time i've seen so much blood in real life................ now i'm typing w/ one hand(yeah, it still hurts)... 4 some reason, it didnt seem dat bad to me..but i freaked my mom out, lol 
you are the cute but psycho happy bunny. You
adorable, but a little out there. It's alright,
you might not have it all, but there are worse
which happy bunny are you?
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| I wanna smile...
To cover up the tears in my eyes...
I wanna nod...
To admit that I'm scared of darkness...
All I needed was more time...
All I asked for was less pain...
But not even sympathy's come my way...
I wanna cry...
To see whether I'm numb or not...
It seems like...
I'm the only exhausted person around...
I close my eyes...
To shut myself away from the world...
I just hope...
All the unhappiness and despair will go away... |
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