I wanna smile...To cover up the tears in my eyes...I wanna nod...To admit that I'm scared of darkness...All I needed was more time...All I asked for was less pain...But not even sympathy's come my way...I wanna cry...To see whether I'm numb or not...It seems like...I'm the only exhausted person around...I close my eyes...To shut myself away from the world...I just hope...All the unhappiness and despair will go away...