Gosh, life's so damn difficult + confusing these days, all dat fucking stress + shit....... *sigh, i kept telling myself pathetic things, "you r not de only one...." "u'r gonna get thru" "u'll get used 2 it......" blah blah... wateve, maybe there IS somethin like fate or destiny ------------ somethin dat u just cant change.....    maybe i DO need therapy, who knows, de world changes too fast, or rather, i change too fast      de more i learn bout life, de more i resent it, but wat can i do? i'm just a weak, little pathetic girl --- maybe some of those ancient philosophical theories r somewhat true....____ "let de road find u, and guide u to a destination....do not try 2 find ur own road......."